a glorious kind of play

Update: November 2025

This genuinely started out as a blog where I hoped to chronicle my thoughts as I made my way through university. Lately, however, I have realized that I have fallen for one of my professors. Now I'm documenting my weird, obsessive, one-sided thoughts.


Do you really think what we do is work? I should call it the most glorious kind of play.

There are times when I don't feel like I know who I am. Most of the time, I'm really aware of who I am not, and who I want to be instead. Sadly, I wonder if I can even truly say that I am in a state of becoming.

Essentially, this is what this blog is: a documentation of my journey towards becoming.

Becoming what? The answer is always changing.


If you can parse who I am by my entries, please, if you will, do not let me know. Please keep quiet about it. Thank you.