day 15: keeping a steady eye on the clock
I have no time to fuck around this month.
I should have done it earlier, but I mapped out the rest of the month and it is looking tight. Three courses on top of a full time job, where I suspect I may be needing to pull some overtime in the future. I will have to sacrifice some sleep, there is no way around it.
A part of me fears this blog may be contributing to my "fucking around" problem. It's not as detrimental as, say, brain rotting on YouTube shorts or IG reels. But it is taking precious time away from my obligations.
However, this blog feels like a sacred place. A place for reprieve and reflection and refocusing. I've decided to still keep this going. 30 minutes a day here is better than 30 minutes a day on something mind numbing.