a glorious kind of play

day 18: jammed

There is a one foot radius around you that jams my signals. My brain detaches from the rest of my body and I cannot think or move or speak. I fear that I look utterly useless in front of you.

There is a six feet radius around me that jams up everyone else. I keep my head down. Don't notice me, I pray. I fear the shame that inevitably seeps in.